
So, it's only been a couple of hours since Evelyne left with Lindsey to spend the night with her cousins. I'm lonely. Sure, I have Gilbert to keep me company, but somehow, though I never thought I'd admit this, I miss the constant chatter, the thousand "why's" the "hold me mommies." I miss my big kid, as she calls herself. I know she'll have tons of fun with her cousins and it'll be good for me to just have some one on one time with Gilbert. But there is definitely a void in this house, a quiet peacefulness that I don't recognize anymore. Looking forward to seeing you again tomorrow my sweet pea.